Last year I got myself into hot dramas because I couldn’t control my outbursts. I spoke up because I cared too damn much and I gave a fuck. It turned out that caring and giving a fuck only made me into a human volcano. I erupted when caught fire.
In retrospect, what the fuck was going through my mind? Why did I even give a fuck? I made a promise to myself that I would not get myself under fire again. Fuck rumors. Fuck dramas. Fuck politics. In fact, fuck all controversies.
It’s better for me to keep my mouth shut. Focus on my family. Do what I have to do to feed my kids. Zone out anything that doesn’t involve me or my family. Life is too fucking short to give a fuck about anything else. The less shit I let into my head the better.
I am tired and exhausted to give a fuck. I don’t give a fuck if people hate me. I don’t give a fuck if people don’t like my work. I won’t put up a fight unless it affects my family or me. I just want to live a smooth life free of conflicts. It’s all good, baby, baby!