Life’s a Beast

Once in a while, the beast in me came out. I burned bridges and destroyed relationships, but I couldn’t tame the beast. I rather let it all out than keep holding on to it. Once I get it out of my system, I can move on. Do I regret it? No. Should I have handled the situation differently? Probably.

How do I avoid future conflicts and confrontations? I don’t know. I don’t want to keep things inside my head; therefore, I speak my mind. It is easier to just let it out on the page like this or to the people I never have to deal with again. It is much harder when I have to to face the people days in and days out. I am stuck inside the bubbles and they will pop eventually. I need to get my head out of the bubbles.

Is life complicated or am I making myself complicated as I grow old and grumpy? Maybe it’s the latter. Maybe it was overblown. Whatever the case, the beast is already out and I can’t take it back. I just need to get past it and move forward. Life’s a beast and I can’t hide it. I have go face it straight on.