Thankful

I took a break after redesigning this blog and to spend Thanksgiving with my family. Having eight boys from ages between two and thirteen together was hard to relax, but they sure made the time flew by. My brothers-in-law, sisters-in-law, and I tried our best to entertain them, but we had to rely on Steve Jobs to give us a few breaks. The only time we could relax a bit was when they were all on their iPad.

Big props to my wonderful wife for cooking the turkey for Thanksgiving and making sushi for Đán’s tenth birthday party on Saturday. I am so grateful for everything she does for our family and for me. At times, I feel as if I don’t deserve her. She is just too damn good for me and I can’t reciprocate. I don’t like to expose my weaknesses, but I don’t think I can live without her. I survived breakups before, but this is different. I promised myself to be independent, but the longer we stayed together the more I depend on her. My love for her is so deep, I am pretty sure she can’t see it. I have had many thoughts in my mind about our relationship for a while. I just need the time to express them.

Right now, I am occupied with a family project. I am focusing on editing my mother’s youngest sister’s stories. I wanted to create a web book to preserve what she has written. I might blog even less in the next few weeks to get this book finished. My goal is to get it done before Christmas.