Functioning Under Stress

As much as I would love to live a stress-free life, I find that it is impossible. Being a parent of three boys is stressful, and yet when I am being without them, I feel so empty. Sure, I would be somewhat less stress, but also lifeless. I don’t that either.

One of the most stressful part of my works is administrating the servers. I am more of a design than an IT, but I have learned so much. I would rather have someone else take care of that portion, but seeing how things work on the backend fascinates me. Without that responsibility would be less stressful, but also boring. I don’t know.

Shit, my moma got stroke in her head. Don’t ask me why I’m motherfucking stressed. I don’t know how to handle this stress. It is killing me.