I have been stressed out over a minor issue in the past few days. I keep telling myself it is not a big deal and yet it keeps irritating me. The feeling of being screwed is hard to get past. This is reality. When they need you, they would do anything for you. When they don’t need you, they would get rid of you just like that.
It’s a lesson I should have learned no matter who I am dealing with. The more I think about it, the more appalled I get. It’s getting to the point that I get sick to my stomach. As I am trying to focus on spending time with the family, the thought of it gets in my way.
I’ll be alright. I’ll get over it in the next couple of days. I now know how to protect myself in the future, but more importantly, I really need to learn not to take everything too serious. Life ahead will be more treacherous; therefore, I need to learn to control my mind and emotion.
My cousin always said, “Leave everything to Jesus. He will take care of everything.” With just that believe she lives such an easy life. Maybe it’s should be time for me to do the same. I just need to free up my mind and soul and let things work themselves out. I am still lucky to have my wife to lean on. She is so understandable.
Being able to write all this down is making me feel better already. Again stop sweating the small stuff.