My current emotion could be summed in Elton John’s lyrics: “It’s a sad, sad situation / And it’s getting more and more absurd / It’s sad, so sad / Why can’t we talk it over?” The situation looks pathetic as if we’re getting the pleasure out of destructing each other. How the fuck did we get to this point? It feels like I am witnessing my own blood dripping away and there is not a damn thing I could do to stop it. Now all I can do is hoping that time would heal the wound. Until then, I am emotionally wrecked.