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Blame It On The Weather

Thank goodness, the sun has finally come out. The gloomy weather was fucking me up, as if I had been riding an emotional rollercoaster. My mood was swinging up and down. I was struggling with anxiety, worry and uncertainty.

I wanted to tell myself everything will be fine and the sun will shine again, but I didn’t listen to my own voice. The more I tried to think positive, the opposite effect occurred. At time I felt down, way down like I had nothing to look up to. My mind was tired, stressed out and unmotivated. I had written many personal entries, but nothing was posted. I had plenty of thoughts on my mind, but nothing to share. I had a voice, but couldn’t communicate.

Fortunately, I have someone to keep me sane. Thank you for keeping your faith in me. Your effort is deeply appreciated.

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