Stressing Over Spending

A handyman who did a shitty job on hooking up the bathroom-fan pipe charged $150. An HVAC technician inspected the HVAC systems charged $235. A Toyota dealer charged $1,245 to fix an airbag issue. A CMS maker charged almost $200,000 to migrate a website. Meanwhile, I make jack shit.

From fixing shit around the house and fixing the cars to paying for the kids’ tutor, piano lessons, and other activities, we spent money like it is going to rot. We might need to spend $15,000 on the new HVAC systems. The cars give me so much damn headache, but I can’t get rid of them. The house is deteriorating. My wife has always wanted to remodel the kitchen, but I just don’t justify dropping $30,000 to $50,000. Our car has been at the dealer since last Tuesday. I hope they will not charge us for what they didn’t do correctly the first time. We already dropped $1,245.

Just thinking about all this shit is stressing me the fuck out. My wife said to me, “Why are you always tired?” Because I have to deal with all of this shit so she doesn’t have to. I don’t even get the support from the person closest to me.