I Cried

I broke down and cried last night. I couldn’t hold back my tears. I am scared and hopeless. I don’t know what to do. Should I put my life in danger? I just can’t sit back and watch. I need to do something. Praying is not going to work.

My heart broke. My soul numbed. My head hurt. The clock is ticking. Every waking minute, I cannot think of anything else but the tragic outcome. I can’t believe this is happening. One carelessness yields terrifying consequences. The ones closest to you could kill you.

It’s too late for regret. All I can do now is counting down the days and hoping for the best. Preparing for the worst is more realistic. It’s going to take a miracle to make it through 2020.